Is it cancer?!?

I found a lump on my right breast the other day. It's hard, it hurts when I touch it, and is the size of a quarter. I'm pretty worried. But I have to play it cool or it'll get worst if I worry or stress out because of it. I can't help but cry though 'cause it is scary to find something like that. I've read some information of lumps on breasts on webmd.com. So far I believe I have fibrocystic breasts or fibroadenoma. 'Cause really, I don't want to be thinking about breast cancer. I'll make an appointment tomorrow to see my OB-GYN probably after my vacation, which is from August 1-11.

I wish Mike was here to give me a hug. I sure need it.

Celebrity sightings

I'm not one to get star struck, but here are some recent celebrity sightings at my work:

• Yesterday Jim Breuer ate at our Chinese restaurant's bar. He has a show tonight at our lounge at 8pm.
• Tuesday, July 8th, Jenna Jameson and Tito Ortiz ate at our sushi bar (seats 14 & 15). From what I saw, they had our Skinny Dip & Cowboy roll and drank a bottle of Melody of Water sake. What was ridiculous was when they were eating, some of the servers & hostesses from the steak house came to gawk at them. It was a little bit annoying 'cause they were standing in our little hallway, in my way of working. Good thing it was slow.

Here are past celebrity sightings:

• One evening I served Penn Jillette (from Penn & Teller) and his wife. They were our last guests at our sushi bar (seats 8 & 9). Didn't know it was him till Tom told me and when I ran his credit card I saw his name. He looks really different in person. He drank a huge bottle of Panna water by himself. Well he is a big guy.
• I served Dick Clark one evening (table J1). He was accompanied by his wife. At first I didn't think it was him 'cause he looked so old and was in a wheel chair. He is so cute. He ate tempura appetizer and drank it with a tall glass of cold milk.
• I also served Anna Kournikova. She sat in one of our booths (table d). She was accompanied by a lady friend. I wished it was Enrique though. He is pretty sexy, minus the mole. But all she had were steamed vegetables. We had to remake her two vegetable dishes because they had traces of oil on them. She wanted them steamed only. She barely ate though. Plus when I presented the check, she excused herself to go to the restroom. Her friend paid and when Anna came back she looked like she threw up her food. I know the look. I've had two cousins who were bulimic. She wasn't sad, so what was with the teary red eyes. Yeah... I know what happened in the bathroom. Hah!
• One night Scott Baio sat at our sushi bar (seat 8). He was accompanied by his assistant. Before he left he came up to me at the hostess podium. We had a little coversation. He asked me what my nationality was. He didn't believe I was full filipino. No one ever thinks I am anyways. They always think I'm half american or half japanese. Anyways... In the middle of that conversation he asked me out! Chachi asking me out... WTF!?! Hahah! But he is the little flirt. He's all about the ladies. Well anyways, I told him, "Sorry I have a boyfriend." It was too funny. I totally had a crush on him when I was younger.

What a day Wednesday was!?!

Wednesday I didn't have a good day from beginning to end.

I started driving to work. I get on the freeway. As I was about to switch to the 2ND lane, I first looked at my blind spot, no car, so I proceeded to the 2ND lane. To my surprise I ran over a 6 foot metal pole. I looked at my rear view mirror and saw that the metal pole was airborne and hit a red jeep. Freaked me out man! I hope no one was injured. I hope that metal pole didn't cause an accident.

Then I noticed my car was lower on the left side and it wasn't going 70 miles per hour anymore. I GOT A FLAT TIRE! Noooo! I didn't want to be late for work, so I prayed and prayed that I'd make it to work safely. Good thing it was less than 5 miles away. I arrived in our employee parking safely, I got out of my car, and HELLO FLAT TIRE! Man oh man... Told my coworkers what happened. I was so upset.

Work was busy! People were being so mean! I mean MEAN! Wow I can't believe how these people can act like that. In public! But whatever. I'm just glad it's over.

Oh and during the middle of my shift, our sushiman Ferdinand, puts on my spare tire during his break. He's such an angel. I am so very thankful he did that. I don't know who else could of.

So now... my car is in the shop. Poor Marilyn. Yes I named my car. Hahah! I hope to get her later today. And I hope that 6 foot metal pole didn't puncture or damage anything under my car. That would be bad.

I work a 9 hour shift Friday and Saturday... whoop dee doo! Got to rest up and take my vitamins. It's going to be a long a$$ weekend!

Plus only one day off again...

Damn! I guess more money in my pocket for my mini vacay in August! Yay!!!

Vote for Super Cr3w

Hi everybody! My buddies are yet again on America's Best Dance Crew. Last season, my buddies the Jabbawokkez won. So hopefully this year... the winners could be my Super Cr3w bboys! So vote and support! Thank you! Take care and God bless! <3

My grandma...

Saturday, May 31st, I get a call at 9am in the morning from my Auntie Marian.

"Hi, where's your mom? I've been trying to get ahold of her because your LOLA (grandma in tagalog) was brought to the hospital at 2am because she stopped breathing."

I give my cell phone to my mom, I go in my room, and I start to ball my eyes out. My Lola is in the hospital! I know I can be a super emotional person, but it's my Lola who we're talking about here, she's the one who raised me. She's my favorite person in the whole wide world.

Anyways, when my momma got off the phone with my Auntie, I called Mike right away and told him what was happening. Mike's my rock! He's the one I go to to make me feel all better. He makes me feel safe.

I called my manager and told him what was happening as well. Told him I needed to go to San Diego. So we leave at noon and get there in less than 4 hours. Yeah... My momma drives like a maniac.

This is what happened: 2am on May 31st, my Lola had a hard time breathing. My Lolo (grandpa in tagalog) took her to the emergency room. There they placed her in the ICU. She had a mild heartattack, water in her lungs, and shortness of breath.

We got to the hospital and saw my Lola in the ICU. She was so full of smiles when we saw her. 'Cause I'm the favorite. Heehee! We got her to laugh a lot. Which wasn't really good for her 'cause she had a hard time breathing. But the smiles, and the laughing... all positive feelings, I think really helped her to get better.

Her status right now: She's doing good. She's eating a lot more than when I last saw her on Sunday. She's being trasferred to a much better hospital with much better technology as I type this. Things are looking good for her.

I thank God for making her better. I want to thank the holy spirit for giving her energy to make it through this. I want to give thanks to everyone who prayed for her. I truly appreciate it.

Marie` Digby - Paint Me In Your Sunshine

Mike's leaving me...

This weekend Mike will be going to California. He's going to some record show with his friend Justin. He'll be leaving Saturday and won't be returning til Monday. So today is the only day I'll see him before he leaves. I'll be having dinner with him, then it's off to work for me. I'll miss him so much.

I discovered a new artist today. Marie' (mar-ee-ay) Digby. She's so beautiful. She has such a wonderful & fresh sounding voice. She's talented, she plays the piano and guitar. I truly love her song "Say It Again," here's the music video for it. It's too cute!

Next week is Mike and I's 2 year anniversary. This song/video reminds me of when we started going out. When I felt butterflies in my stomach everytime he touched me or smiled at me. I love being in LOVE! I do still get like that sometimes...

I'm moving!!!

Probably in a month or two I'll be moving out of my mom's house and getting myself my own place. A condo most likely. Kind of scared, but I need to grow up. Learn to do things on my own. Learn to cook especially. Hahah! I only know how to make breakfast items. Most likely I'll be living in the same area I'm at now. I like this side of town, it's near everything. Airport, the strip, the freeways, my work, etc... I'm excited. My mom's nice enough to give me the dining room set, living room set, and 56 inch tv. Sweet! I don't need to get anything at all. I love her! Wish me luck!

I got a ticket!

On April 1st, I was driving home from work, I was about a 1/2 block away from my house when Officer Duaine Cowley (Badge #4714) had me pull over. Apparently I didn't stop at the stop sign, so he gave me a ticket. I wish it was an April Fool's joke, but it wasn't.

Early today I got that ticket taken care of. Jason was kind enough to refer me to Craig P. Kenny. He handles moving violations and makes them into parking tickets, so no points go on your record. All for free with no catch. Sweet!

Work was good. Steady all night. Good money, which was nice 'cause it was super slow on Monday and Tuesday. I served 2 pretentious A-holes tonight. That was oh so fun. Just laughed at them 'cause they were acting stupid. I wish I could video tape people and show them what pricks they are. Haha!

Here's a video clip of a little Korean kid singing "Hey Jude" Enjoy! Very talented and so adorable!